what I fear

I fear...

[] black people
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

total so far: 2

[] being touched
[x] fire
[x] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] snow

total so far: 5

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[] clowns
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[x] tornadoes

total so far: 9

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[] growing up, old

total so far: 16

[x] creepy noises in the night
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood

total = 17

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.✔
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.

saya biasa aja tuh

My dogs

yang putih namanya dito
yang coklat kecil namanya jackson
yang coklat gendut namanya mimi
waktu itu gw perna janji upload poto anjink2 gw. in here it is. enjoy :)

Personality Disorder Test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	Low
Dependent Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

well, i fill this quiz with my honest, and what im thinking.
some points dont seem to reflect me.
any comments for me?

New Header

I changed from this cool Mickey..

into this.

how bout the new picture that I made it?
and the quotation?
also the character named "Butty" too.
I made it myself :)
need comments!

They Say...

ignorance is bliss.
but how 'bout people that they ignore?
it sucks.

Pray for Graduation

Father, we know our time will come
that we will meet with decision of our life
help us not to meet with bad things
give bless to everyone that meet with decision tomorrow
make our future will be the best
thanks for everything until now
in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

a short pray from me,
for everyone that has a challenge like me,
to our God.

Change?

Does everybody change?
i guess its yes.
from their looks
their mind
their habit
their friends
their families
their likes
everything make people change

the point is, does it a good change or bad?
i saw so many people change.
when i was a kid, i have a best friend.
now, i barely talk with him.
and i just think something make him change,
not as that old times
i think, why did he change?
or, why something was changed?
and maybe, he thinks the same way too.

and i have a question for myself too,
am i changed?
does my friends talk about me, why im changed?
am i change into a good or bad?
why i dont play with my friends that i used to play with?

what make me change? new friends? wealth? minds? situation?
we grown up, from kids into teenagers, and i bet that when we at college
it will be not the same again like high school.
something must be change

we surely change, no matter what.
its just not the same as the old days,
but we have to keep on walking.
get out from our comfort zone if we can.
be ourself,
dont forget old friends and stuff.
thats what i think until now, maybe there will be something more.

This Day and Knowing

hari ini, gw nyontrenk, dapet 3 kertas, nyokap gw suruh nyontrenk 2x yang kertas merah, bikin gw bingunk! gw ikutin aj, gw pilih anda hakim sama, vivi apa tuh. buat yang 2 lg gw lupa. haha
jadi ga sah d :( trus celup tinta, biar dapet starbucks. hahaaha

abis itu gw, dupet, epen, mek. ke ta, rencananya sih pgn nonton knowing. tp karena tiket super mahal, maka ke pluit junction d. sbelom ke pj sempet ngantri starbucks, panjank bener, trus ad orank vidioin gt lagi, haha. gw kira bakal masuk kaskus :D

ok, uda d pluit, kita lgsg ngantri buat dapet tiket, jem 3/4/5 an gt. sore da, pas liat, knowing jem 5 FULL, fast n furious 2 studio jem 5 juga FULL, liat knowing jem 7, dapetnya kursi palink depan. hahaha. ambil jg d.

abis itu makan restoran ap gt, sediain makanan tailan ato apalah gt.
cmn ayem panggang, nasi, tahu, sama pitan sdikit. mayan d. tp standar.
maen bis itu ke tempat maennya, set, maenan tonjok samsak laku bener, pasti ad yg maen, sampe lama nunggunya.

selse maen, nonton d. pertama seru, dan takut gw. karena kayak ramalan2 gt. tp setelah tau kiamatnya gmn, uda ga serem gw. ga ssesuai alkitab sih, kiamatnya.
bayangin d kl kayak alkitab, lbh kejam.
overall bagus, seru, dan menghibur. tp kurank nonjok endingnya. not as a real prophecy ;)

Today and Shinjuku Incident

asik dah, hari ini rabu, kamis jumat libur
artinya, jalan2 bebas! hahahaha
hari ini plg sekola, d rmh bentar
sore pegi ke puri, barenk : flik, jabas, dupet, epen, cya, marko (ORANK YG MIRIP BANGET AM CYA, DARI MUKA SAMPE TINGKAHNYA, KAYAK NGKO ADE. HAHAHA), sama william(temen marko, baru knalan)

nonton : Shinjuku Incident
comment : bagussssss
moralnya : jangan lupa sama sesuatu yang uda kita dapet

yang maen jekicen. ok, ini bkn felm jekicen seperti kebanyakan, yang brantem dan lucu2.
felmnya lebih dalam dan gelap, walopun ad lucunya, tanpa disengaja.
harus nonton sendiri, bagus deh!! walopun ad bagian ga puasnya. haha

gw kalo nonton film, kayaknya masih kebawa2 gt, mkir2 lagi felmnya. mendalami. haha
dan gw puas nonton film ini.

ayo, jackie chan buat felm lagi, yg bagus lagi ya. haha
i like jackiechan

trakhir, pas kluar bioskop rame banget da, hari ini cmn 15rebu sih. hahaha. pd nonton da.
dan gw ketemu banyak temen. hahaha

gw blm dapet kartu pemilu ni, padahal bisa dapet minum gratis d starbucks. haha
dan besok nyontreng. 2 minggu lagi uan.

THREE, MAU?

Kena tag si weggie :D

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. jojo
2. jaujau
3. autis [bangkai, hahah]

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 21 nov
2. 1 januari, haha
3. 25 desember :D

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. maen
2. kerjain pr dari weggie.
3. fb

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. positive thinking
2. with friends that I like
3. maen. haha

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS SO MUCH:
1. jonathan"gogon"ferro
2. kevin winarta
3. 3 o'o gw. [jadi 5]

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. motor
2. surprises
3. tiket ke luar negeri, sama teman2. haha

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. gambar
2. maen
3. foto :D

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. jepank
2. hawaii
3. new zealand

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. milk
2. any king of branded drinks
3. any kind of delicious juices

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. karya tulis yg terbengkalai
2. kotak pensil kosonk
3. kertas2 segunung

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. ijo daon
2. ungu indigo
3. item

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. rumah cliff, haha
2. skolah
3. mall2

TOP THREE PERSONS U LOVE SO MUCH:
1. God (terselubung ini)
2. Keluarga
3. teman2

TOP THREE WHO DO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. yang ada blog
2. Yang kena tag gw
3. yang tidak malas.

SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Keluarga
2. Temen2 sehati dan senasib. haha
3. tuhan, masi bisa idup ampe skarnak

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. di tag
2. ga ad kerjaan
3. lg kagak maen. haha

April Fool

click to enlarge

ok, tercatat tanggal 1 April 2009, April Mop. Beberapa orank kena tipu gw. hahaha
silakan diliat.
paling bego si dupet da, liat aj tuh. hahaha